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Memories
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Chapter One : Cupid Arrows. We've heard much about people complaining , cupid had shot the wrong arrows on them , leading them to fall in love with the wrong person. Nothing unusual , all of us had our fair shares of sorrows , happiness and love . But how many , was able to find true love with the help of cupid ? Definitely not much. In audition , I met you , the girl of my dream . I never thought one day we would be together , never thought one day we would fall in love , never thought one day we would be sharing the same dream and passion , but we still did. We were strangers , who walked past each other existances , but because of fate , we met . I did all sort of crazy thing , because I wanted to know you . Having heard plenty of stuffs about you , I was really interested to see what kind of girl you really are . I figured out a way to befriend you , and never did I expect myself to fall that deep for you . Chapter 2 : More than interested . We ended up being couple , for the sake of the couple competition. During our first try , we were eliminated at the second round . We didn't give up , we continued and tried our best to improve. We got into the semi final , before we met a strong rival and eliminated . We were really happy , wasn't we ? Everything seemed so different , the day we knew each other till the day we were audi couple . I never thought I would have the courage to pursue you , to be my girlfriend . I hate rejections , and I was afraid of love . Somehow , I still went forward with my decision , I knew i was more than interested , I was in love with you unknowningly. Chapter 3 : Jealousy , heart rules head . Being with you , made me really happy . It was the biggest happiness I ever had , the way you smiled , the way you joked . Somehow I wasn't happy seeing you with other guys , e.g. Mac . I knew jealousy had taken over me , and that my heart was ruling my head . I dont like the feeling I was having , especially seeing him trying to flirt you and stuffs . It feels like , crap . Well , after all , who would like their other halves being flirted ? Definitely not me . We had a fight that night , I remembered clearly . It just appeared my jealousy hurt you , but I was thankful I was jealous . It just appeared you had a significant place in my heart that no girls could replace . Chapter 4 : Overwhelmed happiness Who said sweet messages are lies ? Definitely not . Every single sweet message you sent , melted my heart . The way you phrased it , made me felt secure . I knew , I fell for you deeply , you had gradually became the most important girl ever . We had a vow , for you to be my wife whereby I would dote on you , love you , spoil you to become my dearest princess . We had been through much , so much that we understood the importance of being there for each other . We've heard how happily ever after happens in fairytales , I want you to be my princess , and I'll be your prince , and that our love story will be like a fairy tale with a happily ever after ending . Chapter 5 : Agony is a part of love. We had a fight again , didnt we ? Thank god everything appeared out fine in the end . The fact I didn't want you to put on makeup was because I want you to be natural when you go out with me . I am your boyfriend , why would I mind about how you look and stuffs ? Your appearance no longer matters , for I'm obsessed with your heart . You changed my life , everyday while lying on bed , all I could think of is you . It just appears like some crazy chanting , qiaozhen qiaozhen qiaozhen , every moment . Is this what people say a fascade of love ? When you arent around , I feel like some crazy idiot to keep missing you. I feel lovesick . When you're sick , I am worrying out there like some idiot , I think , I've fell in love with you a hundred percent , or rather you've caught my heart . Chapter 6 : Sour heart You cried to me , my heart hurts. The harsh words you said , you thought I was breaking up with you just because you might go to ite . I felt like my heart had been stabbed a thousand times . You thought I'm looking down on you , I felt like hugging you tight , and telling you no . Qiaozhen , you would did be my one and only , the only girl that I loved in my life . No one could ever replace you , somehow I think I'm weird, mesmerized by your silliness. Chapter 7 : Disappointments The way you often made empty promises , I asked myself , what's wrong . I didnt know why , things could take such an abrupt turn for the worse . You're no longer the one I knew , you seemed increasingly scary. Things were like so different from the past , where you would coax me to sleep every night . Now , you're more obsessed with something , definitely not me . I dont feel like , I'm your girlfriend anymore, in fact , we were like strangers . I always hoped to quarrel with my boyfriend in the past , but now , I always hoped we wouldnt quarrel that much. Chapter 8 : Leaving I made a decision to leave , you held me back . Yet , I was hard hearted . I met someone else , to be my boyfriend . He treats me well , but not physically well . In my mind , there's always you . Somehow , during valentines we actually met , but i didnt know . I kept turning around to see where exactly was you , how could I missed you . You had a new girlfriend then , and yet I didnt know she's your girlfriend. My heart , kept telling me how much I missed you , watching the video you left for me , the maple video of me and you , and our song . There's no one that could replace how much you meant to me ,in my heart. Chapter 9 : What's yours would be destined to be yours That particular night , on the 19th , I called you up , in tears. I cried while telling you , what my boyfriend did . You scolded me stupid and comforted me , being on phone for that three hours seemed like the past . We started talking about how we met , how we got together and nevertheless , how much we loved each other despite , being separated for 23 days . Everything might have changed , the people , the situation and everything , yet our hearts remained closely knitted to each other . You told me , how much you missed me until you chose to stay away for the sake of not being a third party in my relationship. I knew , I will be back with you at that very moment , what's us would belong to us . Chapter 10 : A new beginning The ring , the stars you folded , the flowers were the new beginning of me and you . The ring , in which you carved yourself , towards the love of my life . I knew , we were different from the past this round . You folded stars for me , you told me , everytime you missed me you would fold one . In 23 days , it was three quarters full , with a big orange star inside , that represents me . The flowers with the bears , you told me , it represented regrets , love and desires. Not to forget , the two monkeys , it represented you would always stay by my side , no matter what happened . The two dollar , which you wrote on , for me to be your girlfriend again and that touching confession letter although the handwriting abit cui . The couple necklace you got for me , everything , were things I never knew . Chapter 11 : Truths and lies We continued to quarrel , this time , things become different . I confessed to you , I was with you for the sake of hurting you . I had to inflict a deep scar in you , for revenge . For the first two weeks , I was with you , I was twotiming behind your back . I didnt really like you , but gradually , I knew I fell deep for you. On the third week of our relationship , I knew , my love was you. Yet , I couldn't be with you , because I knew you would be hurt if you knew I was here , just to hurt you. I didn't care anymore, I want you to know , I really loved you , even if it means I would lose you. I didn't fear anything , because I know you deserved the cruel truth . I can never bring myself , to hurt you , the girl of my life. Chapter 12 : Forgiveness You told me although you was upset , you was happy . You knew , you had never loved the wrong guy all along . I was touched , the first girl who melted my heart . You told me , you didn't mind my past , in fact , you was really ok with it . My tears flowed when you called me , for the first time , I knew I was no longer that ruthless rat in the society . I was back to myself , the me before I got dragged into this society. Being with you , I would smile innocently , not that fake smiles i putted on for people . I could never forget I sent you that 40 messages long text , asking for the patch and for you to come back to my side. You agreed , and smiled , my heart melted . Chapter 13 : Jealousy , a part of love . I got jealous when someone else wooed you , damn it , even until now I still jealous. I never thought one day , I would become so sensitive . I never feared losing a girl , yet I feared losing you this much . I smiled when you got jealous when my ex girlfriend called me every night , just because she was bored and needed a listening ear . I never expected one day , you would be so pissed off enough to text her and give her a dressing down asking her to stop contacting me . I was surprised , I never knew Qiaozhen was this fierce , but , she's still this adorable like before . Chapter 14 : Our anniversary , after 23 days of being apart That 41 messages long text , expressed all I wanted to say . Sorrows , happiness, regrets , disappointments , angers , memories . Your 21 texts long message , melted my heart . This is it , I know , you're going to end up as Mrs Tan alr . Strangers to arena couple to friends to audi couples to girlfriend to wife to eternity . Our past , our memories would always remain with me and you . I could never forget how I called you at 7am everyday to wake you up for school , and that you would always be like , awhile more awhile more . Continued lying down on the bed , until you're almost late for school then you would drag yourself out of the bed unwillingly and go to school. We would smile whenever we get reminded of the times , we would randomly call each other up and say a simple i miss you , which means everything to the other . You would always be Reyne's love , girl . Chapter 15 : Happiness. Life is never a bed of rose , so is love . We went through so much to be together , ups and downs , against all odds to stay together . Thanks silly girl , I love you so . Je t'aime , Ich liebe dich , Aishiteru , Te amo , Sarang Heyo , Te quiero , Nan unnai kathalikaraen , Phom rak khun , Seni Seviyorum , 我爱你 Credits : Chapter 1 , 2, 3 ,4 , 5 ,6 , 11 , 12 , 13 , 14 , 15 Copyrighted @ ReyneT. Chapter 7 . 8 . 9 . 10 Copyrighted @ QiaozhenT Hi , Reyne was here .Needless to say , the blog I created during the 23 days you left me , the blog in which I updated everyday for you . Thanks Qiaozhen . You brought out the me , that would smile innocently. :D |
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